Weight loss = Bed space

I realize that I need to loose an abundance of wiehgt, not jsut for my own health, but for bed space. I thought of this last night whne Maya, age three, joined me in bed. It wasn't too bad until Jasperlyn, age 1, joined as well. As I lay sandwhiched between my tow girls, not to mention my husband who was also in our full/queen size bed. I need to loose weight for mere wiggle room!

Alone

I am feeling super lonely. Don't know why exactly. It's not like I am hardly ever "alone". But my heart is lonely. I ache for something, but I do not know what. How confusing life can be!